I've been with Alex 19 months now. He got me some tulips, I really like them. He may be over protective but he's really sweet. But you know no matter how much I wanted it to be a good day, it couldn't be. I got home and was talking to him and he was sad because he says that I don't appreciate him. I do appreciate him though. Sometimes at school though he does stuff that he doesnt necessarily need to do, and he gets I guess you could say sorta mad if I do the stuff that he does for me, like passing up papers, getting books, opening the door, stuff like that, and he doesnt like it that I don't say thanks or anything, sometimes I do, but I'm not use to thanking someone everytime they do something for me. And right now I feel really horrible, I'm mad at myself because I know that I should say thanks to him and stuff because it bugs him, but I forget to a lot of the time. He asked me if I wanted to forgive eachother or to break up, I want us to beable to forgive eachother but I'm afraid of us hurting eachother, we hurt eachother quite often, and it makes both of us sad. He says that I've hurt him but that he wants to move on and forget about it. I know that being sad and getting hurt comes with love but when is it too much? I want to be with him, I dont know what I'd do without him but sometimes it really is too much of us hurting eachother. I want to stay with him and I know that he'll stay with me, I'm afraid of what would happen to us if we were to break up...