One Life, One Life of Envy by iris-mana, literature
Literature
One Life, One Life of Envy
Everyone has one life.
Everyone will eventually die.
This is the only truth,
It is one thing that cannot
Be changed forever more.
Since you only have one life
Live, and live life to the fullest.
I wish to know the feeling,
The feeling of love
To which I dont possess.
I know what it feels like
To be loved but not
What it feels like to love,
To love someone unconditionally.
Someone loves me yet
I dont know my feelings
Toward him, my Lover.
I bring pain to this Lover,
I wish for him to
Feel no more pain, for
This pain is unbearable.
I want to love him
I want it so much.
But I can not.
It has become hard to
B
There are many ways one can describe life.
Many describe it with love and many with hate.
Some people would rather die than live.
Others wouldnt trade their life for anything.
Love and hate, each looks down on the other.
Love looks down on hate because of knowledge of love,
And knowledge of what hate can do to ones self.
Hate looks down on love because of lack of love in ones life,
Or because they were hurt by love, so they feel its unneeded.
Both sides are selfish in wishing for their side to be the true side,
Really neither side is right.
Life can never be just made by love or just by hate.
They come t
One Life, One Life of Envy by iris-mana, literature
Literature
One Life, One Life of Envy
Everyone has one life.
Everyone will eventually die.
This is the only truth,
It is one thing that cannot
Be changed forever more.
Since you only have one life
Live, and live life to the fullest.
I wish to know the feeling,
The feeling of love
To which I dont possess.
I know what it feels like
To be loved but not
What it feels like to love,
To love someone unconditionally.
Someone loves me yet
I dont know my feelings
Toward him, my Lover.
I bring pain to this Lover,
I wish for him to
Feel no more pain, for
This pain is unbearable.
I want to love him
I want it so much.
But I can not.
It has become hard to
B
There are many ways one can describe life.
Many describe it with love and many with hate.
Some people would rather die than live.
Others wouldnt trade their life for anything.
Love and hate, each looks down on the other.
Love looks down on hate because of knowledge of love,
And knowledge of what hate can do to ones self.
Hate looks down on love because of lack of love in ones life,
Or because they were hurt by love, so they feel its unneeded.
Both sides are selfish in wishing for their side to be the true side,
Really neither side is right.
Life can never be just made by love or just by hate.
They come t
Broken by words, sept away by neglect,
this is what it means, to be alone,
to be afraid, this is what caused me to go insane...
Every thought, will be of them,
of me, and everything that made it happen,
this is everything, that caused me pain...
The words desired, never comes,
making mistakes, and digging you in deeper,
until there's no way out, you have dug your grave...
You try to stop it, with physical pain,
letting it consume your mind, trying to hide,
this will be the death of me...
Love or hate me, its your choice,
either one won't matter, for I am already dead,
for I have withdrawn, I am numb...
To live or die, neither o
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clamp
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